rejections



It's been a week, maybe a month, even a year full of rejections.


I've been holding my tears for quite a while, I couldn't stand any longer, my face is like an ocean now hah.


I've been on the edge of giving up, for a while now, don't worry I am not giving up, not any soon, but I allowed myself to cry today, ‘allow' is such a nice way to say because actually i could not control anymore. I am emotional ok.


Another ‘no', another time doubting myself, losing my confidence, another smile to fake my feelings.


“You are too emotional, you are not tough enough”


What am I gonna do?


I dont know, but I am not giving up, I am not giving up.


I won't go for a safe option again just to find myself getting bored & so lost later.


I am just crying and tears don't mean losing right, no..


Life hits hard and it's gonna hit harder.


It's All Good.

It's All Good.

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I want you guys to read inspiring stuff, motivational stuff, but i couldnt afford those today..

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