Oh December, and its only been 3 days..

I like the fact that i now take things as they really are. This year, December came to me as smooth and warm as it always has. So did the thoughts that it brought. Too much at once as it feels like they’re all borrowed, but then too warm and hugging as how familiar they sound.

December is for reunions, December is for celebrations, for the fact that there are people like us who love looking at the crowd while feeling happy without actually being in the crowd and engage. December is a reminder for who i really am not who i thought i should have been. December is a gathering of all the broken and the glorious sides of me. They congrats and compliment each other for how incredible the journey has been, motivate each other to grow better and more aligned with my soul. December is also a hope like: “I dont know what exactly to hope but i’m hopeful”, like a proud bird that flies high on the sky without a destination because ..is there even a “because” needed?…December is a calling to go back home and look deep into love, how it always shows up to life. Maybe even tap on Love’s shoulder and be like: damn, you’re stronger, you’re everywhere no matter how ugly this world could get at times. December brought me back to my carefree days and pick up some pieces of innocence that I left, some touches of craziness that I hid, some emotions that I denied. December erased the levels that are not meant to be played, deepen the roots of the me that i once ran away.

Oh December, and its only been 3 days..

Some throwback photos cuz thats what i always do anyway✨ #idkitjustflows