the net has become quite lonely to me these days, or may i say, years? maybe the last 2 years, since 2020.
The Internet was really the start of Kim, now i don't know, it feels strange, or am i being negative?
On a release day like today, i just upload my video, photos, change profile pictures - everywhere, literally. i looked at FB then IG then YT, my keyboards, the iphone screens...i looked at Charles saying nothing knowing he was knowing i was crying for help from inside, for nothing to be helped for, lol. that's us. he knows me. Charles had to end his meeting with Dick today because of me & my release lol, we just NEED each other in those uploading moments, or maybe i just need him....anyway, the "meeting with Dick" part sounds wrong here kaka. Dick's a rapper - our friend, the guy is DOPE, we first met when Charles & I filmed those first episodes for Hội Nghe - our beloved founding project back in 2020. I had not thought i'd enjoyed Dick's performance, but no honey, i cried like a baby. His lyrics, his energy - he killed the set! Since then Charles & Dick got closer & did
a few tracks together. Actually, the fact that Dick's name is here in my blog is cool AF because i'll have to mention him again for sure once this soon-to-be-shared track of me is out. Too bad i can't say much now. oh man, writing tends to take us to random places in our head right, i was supposed to write something about my naked release. hahaa.
whatever, i feel better now after running my fingers on this space. i feel.less.lonely. online.now.
I feel like i don't really have the right to feel that way as actually i'm getting supports from so many people!! but yeah, my mind keeps telling me so, at least if i write it out it'd leave me, i think, i hope.
we just got home from Singapore yesterday actually. SINGAPORE WAS INCREDIBLE. not exactly the place, but what we had there. I LOVE THE ME THERE, does that make sense? lol. I totally detached myself from EVERY SINGLE ISSUE i thought of when i was at home. Also, I got to meet my bro & sis in law, my nephews. Precious!!! So yeah, Kim needs more traveling in her life. I'm sleepy now, Naked, i wish you the besttttt!! I'm still learning on how to bring you to the world, they'll see it, but not by me doing nothing and hope, i know, but yeah, i'll figure out, i will, you'll fly further, i'm trusting it for the both of us.
cố lên Chi Sún.
